suitably_heroic: (dsp: oh ffs)
The island felt like a shitshow. Atton shouldn't be here. He probably would have left days ago if he'd been in the right state of mind for it - though the evil running underfoot and in the people probably wasn't helping him either.

He'd been down enough spirals to know how an impending one felt. It'd stopped in its tracks this time - he was grateful for that.

But it did mean that by Saturday, he was starting to get a little hint of cabin fever. Usually Sparkle was the guy cleaning the house; right now, Atton was grateful for all the old takeout boxes that hadn't gotten cleared out yet.

He puttered around the apartment, getting rid of the trash, making shopping lists and doing any number of stupid, mindless tasks until his focus was decidedly on the outside world instead of his own thoughts. A little like meditation, really.

[[ expecting one but open ]]
suitably_heroic: (lsp: this looks cool on earth!)
At the start of the year, Atton had slipped up and made a mistake. And then he'd made that mistake about a hundred times worse by not handling it well, and he'd known he wasn't handling it well, but-- look. He wasn't known for handling anything well.

Least of all mistakes that, just one universe of possibilities over, might not have been a mistake at all but the start of something good.

But he'd already lost one friend for good. Losing another one to his own karking insane levels of dysfunctionality was, he was beginning to realize, a stupid idea. And so on Monday afternoon he settled down on the couch, and summoned all of his courage, and called.

"...Please don't pick up someone please walk in right now something..."

... baby steps.

[[ open, but expecting one. ]]
suitably_heroic: (dsp: thoughtful)
Okay, so Atton had gotten here early. Whatever; there were a bunch of guys dressed in janitor's suits with giant vacuum cleaners strapped to their backs playing Michael Jackson's 'Thriller' pretty loud, so it wasn't like he was bored.

...and maybe he'd come here early on purpose. He still wasn't so sure how easy to deal with he was going to be after the past weekend, and getting a drink in and maybe relaxing a little was going to help with that. Though he was sadly going to have to ignore the girl looking at him from across the bar. Not the time tonight.

But hey, flattering.

[[ for sia ]]
suitably_heroic: (dsp: woah.)
"Okay," Atton called, "a whiskey for me and your reddest cocktail for the lady."

The bartender didn't know him. Which was good. After six or so years he couldn't really remember which bars he'd gone to when he was younger and if he'd slept with the bartender or not. Considering that this one was a burly bald guy, he'd kind of figured nope to begin with, but still.

He dropped his chin onto his crossed arms on the bar. "So that's drinks worked out."

[[ for sia! ]]
suitably_heroic: (dsp: dark side here i stand)
The past has a habit of catching up with you. )

[[ NFB, NFI, OOC-okay, and huuuuge thanks to [livejournal.com profile] makemyownway, [livejournal.com profile] myownface, and especially [livejournal.com profile] notconflicted for putting up with me and my messed-up dumbass character for this plot. the mess will have been handwavily taken care of shortly after this post, so you won't be running into any bodies leaving the island, i promise. ]]
suitably_heroic: (dsp: hungover)
"I'm telling you," Atton said, "Everything in life comes back to pazaak."

He might've had a couple of drinks already - going at a rate about three times Sia's, give or take. "The plays, the guesses, the losses and the wins." He took a sip of his whiskey. "Actually, that's a load of bantha poodoo," he amended, "But it's the kind of thing that sounds good in the right cantina."

He'd been to a lot of the wrong ones.

This bar, though? This one was nice. Well-lit, just this side of pretentious, inexpensive. The kind of place college students would frequent. That kind. Atton had hated it on sight.

[[ for sia! ]]
suitably_heroic: (dsp: argumentative)
"This'll do okay."

The bar was small and cramped, but it had seats outside - one of which Atton dropped himself into. This was one of these weeks where the lines between what he did and what he pretended to do were kind of blurred, the practical side-effect of which being that he'd already had one or two drinks before coming here.

Which... probably explained why he'd been stupid enough to ask Sia to come along with him. Whatever. What was done was done, and at least out here he could always just stalk off (or better yet, make her stalk off) if he really didn't want to deal with any of it any more. "I take it you'll want something neon."

[[ for that girl ]]
suitably_heroic: (dsp: ... damn)
Everything was upside down. No, sideways. No-- oh, look, whatever it was? Drinks had to have been involved.

Because Jaq had not a damned idea how he could've wound up on an island in a room with a girl. Well, a room with a girl sleeping on the other side of it. A room that he was pretty sure he hadn't snuck into or anything.

So he'd done what came natural and gotten out. 'Cause... well, he didn't drink much. Or wind up in girls' bedrooms a lot. And... okay, it was freaking him out a little.

He'd gotten out, gone down the stairs, gone down into that weird little town and collapsed on some bench somewhere in the park. Stared at the grass and the trees and the little houses... "Okay," he muttered to himself, "What did you do last night?"

Freaked out.

[[ for a girl who knows who she is. Atton's identity NFB. ]]
suitably_heroic: (lsp: heyyy there)
Atton usually closed off the week by hitting up the mainland. This time around, he wasn't going to hightail it down to... most of his usual places; somehow he didn't think Sia wanted to follow him around while he picked up women at the bar.

Even if he had a feeling she'd probably make for a decent wingman if she kept her eyerolling to herself.

But this place? This place was safe. So. With two fake IDs in his pocket (one for him, one he tried to slip her on their way in) he walked into the bar, nodded at Sarcastic Bartender Girl, and slipped easily into one of the booths (for this once).

He'd started humming along to the song blasting in over the speakers before he'd even realized it. "Nah nah nah..."

[[ for a sia, and nfb due to distance ]]
suitably_heroic: (lsp: so what are we...?)
So life in his own room with no roommate had suddenly turned into life with me and a bossy, demanding furry thing over the weekend.

Atton went back and forth on how he felt about that. On one hand: bossy, demanding, remind him to kill himself if he ever wound up having to share a tent or something with this girl again. On the other hand: .... the furry thing was kind of cute when she wasn't being bossy, demanding, or generally intolerable.

"Catch," he called, and flicked a chunk of his sandwich across the room.

He'd find ways to amuse himself if he had to.

[[ for she who is still a cat, but open after ]]
suitably_heroic: (Default)
Okay, their roommates-- tentmates? Whatever, not like it mattered-- had been missing in action for large swaths of time lately, which meant Atton was stuck in one tent with no one around but Miss Not A Jedi Sunshine. Great.

And because that wasn't excruciating enough, his air mattress had given up on him.

"Oh, come on," he growled, shoving yet another part of the plastic contraption into a bucket of water. "How many holes can there be in this thing?"

This was not his life.

[[ open! ]]

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